So...whats up trolls?i see that youve stopped trollin.
Ah.Ever get that feeling that you feel so alone,unwanted,misplaced or lost?
its that time of year again.
Ive heard this phrase just a few days back,''keep your enemies closer than your friends''
Care to guess what it means?
im thinking,to be able to defeat your enemies,youre gonna have to know them better than anyone.quite a good phrase for victory.
What have i been up to?
Well..not much..seriously.
Sleeping at unearthly times.new record is 4am.stayed up talking to my cousin Chrissie about music and how bullshit sounds like music to everyone elses or so's ears.
Here's to name a few nonsensical neutral bullshit some nuts call music.
You know what i call them? Mew Sick.
here they are.
lady gagagaga,ke$sha and umm jonas bros?
you call that music?
FAKE AND GAY
FAKE AND GAY
FAKE AND GAY
gotta love that phrase.
Back to the waking ups and sleeping times,ive been sleeping pretty damned late and waking up at about 9.little time to sleep but i nap in the afternoon sometimes.
Pokemon is buggy.fire emblem on wii is constipated and fire emblem on the gameboy micro is ass.
SO,ive been msning with Ryan Toni Lee.

A moral for this week,Some friends drift away,others come closer.
Why cant everyone not float away?

Watching vlogs is nice too.im thinking of starting my own one.seems better than this.
I LOVE SHAYTARDS.if you dont know what it is,its a daily vlog channel on youtube by this guy called SHAYCARL,he is the greatest dad or husband.he has 3 great cute kids and a great wife.i wish i had that life..that is when i can finally say,:''IM HAPPY''.

Honestly,material things dont make me happy.at least not for the rest of my life.
Have been doing the stupid software thing for downloads.
they put dates for my appointment as 4/5/2010 and 4/4/2010.
seriously?and they say its from 1-16th april

M.T.I.B.S.

It takes many good things to make you happy,but one bad thing to ruin your day.
Totally agree.

I havent started reading my books.this post is full of random thoughts.but its what i feel now or have felt for the couple of days.

Finally going out with guo siong ryan zharif this thursday.
gonna have lunch with mr tay and eat and ramble.maybe stay for avm too.

humans arent able to adapt to quick changes.in any way.
bored.frustrated.still straight.

no idea what else to put here.oh well.
the end.

New Post.
My blog isnt dead,neither am i.
How can a non-living thing die,if it never was alive?=)
Honestly,i have been just staying at home just using the computer and playing my guitar.Not much,but im trying to enjoy this slackish period of time before its over.
On the 20th of feb,had a sorta gathering at my PARENT'S house with many awesome people=)
glad everyone enjoyed themselves that day.
Hmm updates about me,i guess ive learnt to cut my hair properly,learnt to setup a guitar and can draw nicely on microsoft paint=) at least thats what i think.

this post is meant for the few GREAT FANTASTIC AWESOME SPECIAL POWERFUL AMAZING FRIENDS that have been experiencing a rather downhill moment of their lives.
if you know im talking about you,and reading this,THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE FOR ME IN THE PAST ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.and definitely the good friends that helped me too!

Life is a wierd event.Ups and Downs,Twists and Turns.
Its worse than a movie,but,BUT,BUT,BAHT,BART,BUTT,friends and maybe family,ARE THERE FOR YOU.you might not know if they know how youre feeling,but sometimes,they do.

I dont know if its cliche to put lyrics up on your blog,but i know its cliche to say cliche,I HATE THAT WORD.its like CLEE SHAY,or CLEA SHEI.but i cant find a suitable replacement.This song is by one of my FAVOURITE BANDS,SAOSIN.i know MJ has a song called YOU ARE NOT ALONE.this song is YOURE NOT ALONE.see the difference?

HERE IT GOES!COPY AND PASTE TIME!
It's just like him
To wander off in the evergreen park
Slowly searching
For any sign of the ones he used to love
He says he's got nothing left to live for
(He says he's got nothing left)
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

She's just like him
Spoiled rotten, confused by the lies shes been fed
She's searching for no one (but herself)
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy that she is here
And this time I think you'll know

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out

(There is more to know)

We're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out
You will live to tell

(So tell them)

You're not alone
There is more to this I know
You can make it out (make it out)
You will live to tell (live to tell)

You're not alone
There is more to this I know (and I know)
You can make it out
You will live to tell [ x2 ]

You are not alone
You're not, you're not alone


The Verses arent much of a message im trying to send through the song,its the chorus,YOURE.NOT.ALONE.and you will live to tell how you got through it=)
Ive never motivated much people.But i feel,if my friends did it for me,why not i do it for them?

PS:IVE CHANGED MY PROFILE PICTURE!to that SPECIAL AND EVER SO AWESOME SOMEONE,its for YOUR viewing pleasure ;);):D

I guess thats the end to this draggy,hopefully motivating and captivating? post.
Dee And,or The End.